Believe in Yourself

7/4/2010

2010-04-07T11:44:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum to all..

First n foremost i want to bring out a matter about relationships to remind not only me.. but to all my muslim friends whom are having relationships

Relationships in islam.. FORBID a guy to hold a girls hand.. let alone hug or hold them tight.. i know.. the temptation is hard.. but remember.. if u are alone with ur bf/gf be reminded that there'll always be a third person.. n that third person is syaitan.. They are the ones who'll make the temptation work by whispering into ur ears... As a muslim.. be true.. n show others what we muslims do when in a relationship.. dun follow those love stories.. It's true that it's nice when it happens.. but only do let it happen when u are married.. When u are LEGAL to do so..

Till the next post..

Wabiltaufikwalhidayah. wassalamu'alaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatu.. :D

2nd April 2010

2010-04-02T10:52:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum to all..

first n foremost...yesterday.. my family celebrate my moms 43rd birthday :D.. n today, i cancelled my work tonight just to go to the mosques bbq:)... nowadays.. my mind hasn't been doing well.. been thinking on many subjects.. i hope my mind will get clearer in the near future.. inshallah.. ok i dunno wad else to post now..

till here.. Assalamu'alaikum

22nd March 2010

2010-03-22T20:13:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum to all..

sorry for the late update of my blog.. been kinda busy..

alright then.. i'm gonna track back to the 15th march.. it's when i did my enrollment to go to rp.. there are many things to be done n alhamdulilah i did all of it.. including my new laptop.. teehee~~... Everything is done in around 2 hours. after that my parents, sis and i went to johor to buy some stuffs for the chalet..

now i'm gonna speed it up to this weekend.. well actually the past friday.. where my whole family (mom side) and i are having our 3 day chalet. on the first day it was kinda hectic.. going her n there.. changing plans (dun worry, i did go for the friday prayers =D).. at around 3 or 4 we reached aloha loyang, thats where me n the other Sharkz unite!!! yea.. it's been a while... me working, muk working n also mus working... n on those 3 days., we're not! XD... on that day we went swimming n relaxing. =D
On the 2nd day, we woke up on the morning and went swimming again... and in the afternoon we had games organized for the whole family.. for me it was kinda dull.. but nevermind.. =D.. and at night, it's barbecue time! n also.. Swimming time!!! XD.. n the next day was "going home" day.. so it's kinda dull then.. but all in all it's been a wonderful 3 day chalet, i had fun n released stress and that's all that matters.. n today, was another off day for me as tomorrow i'll be back at work.. alright then.. till the next update...

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatu

March 6.. 2010

2010-03-06T23:08:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum to all...

I'm so not in the mood to post.. but i'm doing it anyways.. haizzzzzzz.... Work today was actually alright.. up until the end of the shift.. when my manager told me to do something about the hanging ads.. At first i dun even understand what in the world is he talking about.. then in the middle i kinda get it.. so i did it slowly.. n there he goes.. saying how wrong i'm doing.. OH MY ALLAH!!! CAN'T U JUST KEEP QUIET FOR A WHILE?! but i just stood up there on the stairs.. keeping quiet with my patience being tested.. but my face shows already that my mood turned sour.. said my friend.. in the end.. he told someone else to do it.. so i carry on doing the normal closing down things like topping up n stuff(with a grim face.. trying my best to turn it into smiles once again). Then he goes back to me saying sorry.. i just say.. it's ok.. but i just can't seem to change that sour look on my face to a smiling one to him just now.. just have no mood to do that even when he said sorry.. haiz.. Ya Allah.. Help me strengthen my Iman n Patience.. I really need it in this life even if it's just for a moment.. i need allies.. not enemies... i need friends.. not foes.. ok time to change topic..

Well.. My this week's schedule has always been about work3.. but this oncoming Monday n Tuesday i'm gonna take a break.. as i get my posting results.. whatever that happens.. i'll go wherever Allah takes me.. but my effort must be more than a 100% too... well.. Wednesday my schedule's gonna be 10-10. n right after that i'll be going for bbq with colleagues. i wont be there long.. because the next day my work is 11-3 n 6-10.. which is also known as S/S.. or so called split shift.. it's gonna be a tiring week after another.. but i just can't wait till the pay comes.. it's going to be refreshing... as the next month.. i wont be working for the first two weeks of poly days.. i'll think about the rest after that,, maybe i'll still be working.. maybe not..

well.. till here for the moment.. Assalamu'alaikum

February 25, 2010

2010-02-25T10:52:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum to all..

a random post for today.. i'm just gonna update on what i've been doing these past few weeks..

work WORK WORK!! XD n also go window shopping..XD.. this month i managed to save some $195.. a bit past my aim which is $200 bucks.. next months pay isn't going to be that much.. but i'll save another $200 bucks.. all this money will go to the poly admission n course fees (inshallah when i can get it :D).. man i'm feeling really nervous about the results of the admission.. n 1 more thing.. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE CHALET!!! THE STREET SHARKS ARE GOING TO UNITE!!! it's been so long that we've been together as a group.. i'm sure i'm not going to work on those days.. if uncle at work ask me to.. i just say cannot (no negotiations :P) XD..so many events ah this march..XD.. can't WAIT!!! WOOOOOOO!!!!

alrighty then.. i guess that's all for now..

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM!!!!!

Thursday, Feb 18 2010

2010-02-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

Watch it!

February 15 2010

2010-02-15T18:55:00.006+08:00

Assalamuu'alaikum ALL!!!!

Alright me n my family are back from our trip to Malacca.. it was fun n REEELAXING!!! hahahaha...

Day 1
Woke Up at 4 plus (was supposed to wake up at 3 but i snoozed all the way..XD)
woke up n get ready for the trip.. Out of the house at around 5.15am..
then we got stuck in the early morning jam.. it's not bad.. so it's ok.. we had the early morning prayers at the first rest place.. n then we're on our way!!!.. we reached there at around 11 plus i think.. den we went to mahkota parade.. well.. it's been years since we last been there n many things have changed.. The stadium which was last time there.. has now turned to a shopping mall!!.. then there's also some sightseeing stuff... a BIG difference from the past.. then we went to the museum there.. the first level was all about the medieval times on how they torcher people.. it was super gore.. n for sure i felt something was there.. at first i took a pic.. then i deleted it.. it doesn't seem right.. then on the second and the 3rd floor was all about the history of Malacca n Islam.. it's beneficial.. n then we walk around there until 1 or 2 plus... after that.. we went straight to Everly Resort Hotel (formerly known as Riviera Bay Resort :)).. on our way there.. we noticed many changes.. last time there we're coastal lines around.. n now.. they reclaimed many of the area there to make some gold coast theme park there.. not bad..XD.. n when we reached everly.. the past seems to come back.. WOOO!!! me n my brothers went swimming at around 5 plus.. n came back an hour later..hahaha.. last time when i was at the swimming pool.. my feet couldn't even touch the ground.. now.. i can stand up straight..XD.. den we ate at night at some shop n i then it's over for the day..:)

2nd day
Slept well n had many dreams.. :D
n after our batteries we're charged for the day... we went to the mahkota parade area again to buy some stuff.. then we're off to jusco.. walk again..XD.. n then back to mahkota parade to its seoul garden for our dinner.. :)... den back to the hotel...
it doesn't sound like it's that much but.. nevermind.. to lazy to update more..XD..

ok for the third day... which is today.. we just went back home.. that's all..XD...hahaha...

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM

Friday Feb 12 10

2010-02-12T22:53:00.001+08:00

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM!!!!

off too Malacca in hours..

gonna miss Singapore.. for 3 days..

till then

ASSALAMUALAIKUM!! XD

Tuesday 9th Feb 10

2010-02-10T00:06:00.004+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers..

nowadays i kinda... seem to watch korean shows.. thanks to faizal for showing me the "We Got Married" show.. well to be exact.. just the Alex n Shin Ae couple.. that alex guy was great making all kinds of surprises (i wonder if i made some of them too.. hmm.. who knows? XD)if u guys n gals wanna know what he did? see from the start to the finish.. it's great.. hahaha.. giving me good ideas for my future love.. WOOHOO.. ok tu tk penting..XD... orite.. i saw some of my friends blog.. n it's bothering me in one way or another because i was close to them in the past... I hope that Sistarz Stay Strong forever babes.. i know.. there are always bad patches in life.. make use of that to strive to a better future.. n make urselves better as a person and as a group... Inshallah i pray for u gals. :D

Ok la.. that's all for now...

Assalamu'alaikum

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWOjM-yVun4

2nd February 2010

2010-02-02T23:02:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alalaikum to One and all..

I went to the Graduation ceremony today.. n it wasn't bad at all..XD

i woke up 15 minutes after my alarm clock.. hahaha.. but nevertheless i wasn't late so it's fine..:D.. the ceremony was a draggg...My stomach was growling cos i haven't eaten yet... i just waited till it's over.. just so that i can eat the catered food outside..XD.. after everything ended at approximately 12pm (there's talks all round..-.- n 2 performances... 1 was painful for the ears.. the other was for the eyes.. OMG! XD).. ouh yea. we got a goodie bag.. i don't know why they called it a goodie bag at all.. it's not even a bag.. it's an A5 size envelope.. n the contents inside we're.. the grad ceremony cd.. n some magazine which i'm not interested in -.-.. after the graduation.. me and a few friends went to Marina Square to watch THE TOOTH FAIRY.. it was Funny.. hahaha.. in the past.. i don't think people can imagine the rock doing these kinda things..XD... from being a professional wrestler to an actor.. XD..

hahaha... ok that's all for now..

i'll end it with a quote.. hehehe...

There lies within each person a huge reservoir of untapped potential for achievement, success happiness, health and greater prosperity. It's like a huge ocean unsailed, a new continent unexplored, a world of possibilites waiting to be released and channeled toward some great good. Remember that the future belongs to u!!

~Brian Tracy~

Till here.. May peace be upon all of you.. :)

January 26 10

2010-01-26T23:34:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO!! today work kinda relaxed..XD... lunch.. not that many people came...
while dinner, more than a hundred came.. i thought it's gonna be really REALLY hectic.. run here n there.. but in the end.. not that bad..XD... I think it's confirmed that my family are going to Malacca for the Chinese New Year holiday. Since it's gonna be the last time sister's gonna be free.. because her final year projects and attachments are gonna come right after that. Hopefully we're gonna have a good time there.. just like we used to in the past.. at Riviera Bay Resort.. but now the name changed.. n i kept forgetting it.. darn.. hahaha.. nevermind...well.. my pay's gonna come next month on the 9th of feb... well it's not gonna be as much as my attachment but nevermind.. at least i got some.. :D..(actually mom wants me to work at some business company n the pay is around $1.2k.. but i stupidly rejected it days after i get this job..wasted.. haiz.. nevermind la.. at least got work XD).. I'm gonna spend some of my money from work to buy new shoes n some shirts n pants for poly.. n the rest.. give it to parents, aunts and grandparents ;).. why? i owe them a lot.. they took care of me a lot of times like give me food n stuff.. it cost money noe!! so now i'm gonna help them.. inshallah..

Ok then..

till here guys..

Assalamu'alaikum

January 22 10

2010-01-22T10:36:00.005+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers,

Well.. yesterday's check-up with the specialist.. was alright.. had my blood taken in for tests (2 test tubes of my blood.. n i feel weak hours later..XD) the conclusion was.. i have to go for an MRI.. to check whether i have either dystonia or fitz.. both possibilities have no cure yet.. and the MRI will cost around more than $500.. so.. me n my parents have decided.. i'm not gonna go for the MRI scan.. the result will only determine whether it's dystonia or fitz.. but the cure has not been found yet.. so it'll be useless if i know that it's one of the above.. besides.. in this world.. we're not gonna live that long anyways.. so i'll just berserah to allah.. n do whatever i can in this world.. everyone has their weakness.. n everyone also have their strength.. so i'm not gonna give up.. i'm still gonna live my life to the fullest no matter what.. Inshallah.. i'll be ok.. :D..

n to zepak.. Don't give up k babe? u've got friends around ya.. i'm sure u'll pull through.. :D

Assalamu'alaikum for now.. :D

20th January 10

2010-01-20T23:02:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers,

tomorrow's the check-up day at the place where i was born.. NUH!!! National University Hospital!!! The doctors will be scanning my brain to check on weather there's any abnormality in it.. i know there is something wrong with me because sometimes my body moves by itself.. n the way it moves.. is weird.. only a few knows this cause i kept it from others..whenever i feel that it's coming... i step back n make this weird feeling go away.. then i continue what i'm doing..Inshallah.. there's a cure for this.. :D

till here for now..

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatu :D

January 19th 10

2010-01-19T23:16:00.004+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum!!!

Today i had both shifts thanks to my friend who wants me 2 take over her..XD..
n tomorrow. It'll be the same as today.. gonna be tiring.. XD.. urgh.. well..
the clock is ticking and i can't wait for thursday.. going back to my birthplace for a catscan ( scanning on my brain).. one of my true reasons why i wanna become a scientist is because of this.. n i wanna help people just like me.. or in a more worser condition than me wallahualam.. well..
wish me luck for my work tomorrow.. i think i'm getting the hang of this work.. i just got to manage my time n work faster.. then it'll be ok.. :D..
i guess that's all for today's post..

Assalamu'alaikum

January 11 10

2010-01-11T10:37:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum!!

alrighty den..
1st two days of work was fine.. 1st day.. a bit more pressure exerted from the second.. well.. not just a bit.. a bit more than that.. because i had 2 shifts on my first day.. n the second day... just dinner shift.. hmm.. today i'm gonna rest a bit at home.. while tomorrow i'm gonna continue working.. :)

ok that's it for now..

Assalamu'alaikum

1st day of Work at Sakura! 9th January 10

2010-01-09T23:57:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum Semua yng baca ni blog!!! XD

My gosh.. my feet are sore from work.. i took both shifts Lunchtime shift.. which is from 11-3 (but the lunchtime for customers will be from 12-2.30), and from 6-10 (it ends at around 9.30 for customers XD).. have to serve the buffet.. at first i'm not sure about the name of the food.. it took me less then an hour to get used to it..XD.. Lunchtime was not bad.. but dinner.. FUUH.. a lot of people.. but my friend said that it's just a bit if compared to public holiday... urgh.. my hands keep on shivering whenever i send those plates.. glad that none of them dropped.. XD..wee... tomorrow's gonna be working dinner shift.. hehehe..good la.. at least i can relax first at home.. XD.. alright then i guess that's all for todays post..

adios amigos..

assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatu!!!!!

January 6th 10

2010-01-06T16:04:00.005+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IXIIe7fMFAA

it's a link to a video in youtube.. hahaha.. my friend show it to me.. XD

January 6th 10

2010-01-06T16:04:00.004+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IXIIe7fMFAA

it's a link to a video in youtube.. hahaha.. my friend show it to me.. XD

January 5th 10

2010-01-05T21:55:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers!!

alright..today my post is about my new work.. at sakura! hahaha it's nearby my house n it's convenient too.. but the working days are unexpected.. well that's the only downside..XD... the pay is $4.50 per hour.. n my first day of work is this saturday.. haiz.. actually planning by myself to go to poly open house on that day.. but nevermind.. i can go on thursday n friday.. :D
Most probably i'm gonna go alone.. since my brothers n friends are mostly schooling on those weekdays.. haiz.. so sad.. sob2..

hahaha. k la.. that's all for the post today..

may peace be upon you! and you! and YOU!! XD

1st of JANUARY 2010!!

2010-01-01T20:10:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers..

this will be my first post for the new year.. hehehe.. yeeaaa..

I have a lot of new year resolutions.. i'm not gonna share it here :P XD

hmm.. wad else to say here eh? XD

in the afternoon the boys n mens in the house went for the friday prayers at Assyakirin.. then went to granny's house while the makciks we're discussing about the march chalet.. after asar prayers there.. we went to cik Roza's (yes.. the housing agent..XD.. she's my mom's primary school friend..XD..what a small world) new condo.. MAN!! the condo's new n stylish man!! but i'm too shy to take pics of it..XD.. k la..
nothin else to say here..

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM

27th December 09

2009-12-27T23:40:00.003+08:00

Well!!!

the singapore Idol is Sezairi.. good job dude!! XD

he was the deserving winner today...

hmm.. today.. i don't know why.. but i kept on shivering..
i don't know for wad reason.. but yea.. i was shivering..
hopefully it wont be the same for tomorrow as i will be searching for jobs then..
oh ya.. mom wanted me 2 work as a part-time librarian.. XD.. hahaha.. hmm.. ok eh?
XD.. i did read books .. but i didn't even imagine myself being a librarian...XD

oh ya..

i got a little bit of pics from just now walking at chinese n japanese garden..

squirrel ah ni.. but cannot see clearly.. XD

oh yea.. i'm like a tiger.. XD

like a dog now.. -.-.. simply cannot make it.. XD

Hikam with his head merging with the roosters head.. XD

another one act like tiger but cannot make it.. HAH

k then..

Till here...

Assalamu'alaikum

23rd December 09

2009-12-23T22:11:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulilah!!!

i got to get to Poly!!!!

My Results For this term we're

DCS: A

Plant Processes: A

Gmp & Pharmaceutical Processes: A

Lifeskills (Project Management 2): Excellent

Sports n Wellness: Satisfactory

plus this result to overall G.P.A.

i'll get 3.79.. Thanks to my cca.. it's gonna add on 0.2 to that

So overall G.P.A. is 3.99.. alhamdulilah.. at first i was worried about the results..

i thank allah for the results..

ouh yea.. just now's trip to the ISD Heritage center.. Was Great too!! the people there we're very supportive and even about terrorism was showed there.. man.. how close are we to getting bombed.. not just once.. but many MANY TIMES!!

ok.. now back to studies.. i've made my decision to go to Republic Polytechnic to take on Biotechnology.. in the first place i'd like it to be in either Singapore Polytechnic or Ngee Ann Polytechnic.. but sadly it wasn't shown on the list which i can take in this link http://www.polytechnic.edu.sg/jpae/images/NT39.pdf

it's not confirmed yet though.. but i'll wait till the intake comes in February.. and apply straight away... inshallah i'll get the course.. :)

ok guys (n gals) that's all for now...

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM!!!

21 December 09

2009-12-21T17:48:00.003+08:00

ok...
today i'll post about the trip to KL on the past weekend..

on saturday

i woke up at around 2am and prepared my bag for the trip.. it only took a few minutes.. den bla bla bla.. at 4am.. my family and i were headed to KL in dad's car.. we waited for mums friend at johors' Shell station.. den we're off to KL..reached at around 10am.. XD.. we ate (the mama shop's nasi goreng NICE!) first before checking in on the hotel at petaling jaya.. the name of the hotel is.. Crystal Crown hotel.. it's not bad there.. the hotel's clean.. the views ok..but the swimming pool's small.. XD.. at 2pm.. we went to timesquare.. thought about going to the cosmoworld.. but.. the price of one person is expensive so we moved on.. walk around (seriously.. we're wasting our time there..XD).. den we went to petaling street to buy some stuff.. i bought a jersey there.. while brothers bought jerseys n school shoes (HAHAHA KESIAN KENE PAKAI KASUT SKOLA XD) .. then we ate... and we went back to the hotel.. and me n my bro's watch soccer.. and witnessed.. Man Utd and Liverpool lose.. awww.. hahaha.. man.. if they show Real's match it'll be better..XD..

ok then..

now to yesterday...

woke up at around 6 plus.. pray.. then waited till 7 plus.. wanted to go to swimming pool.. but i dozed off.. XD.. then at around 12.. we're out of the hotel.. ate.. jalan2 for a while.. n we're on our way home..reached the toll near tuas checkpoint at around 6 plus.. n alhamdulilah.. the traffic wasn't that bad.. ehehe..

alright that's all for the trip.. kinda boring right? XD.. at least we experienced going theren know some of he places.. now. we just needed to get some use to it.. then inshallah it'll be better in our next trip there in the future.. :D.. ok the pics are below.. XD

ni tkde keje lain..XD

this is the hallway outside our hotel room..

18 December 09

2009-12-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

at 4am 2mrrw morning my family except for sis.. will go to KL..
hope we'll have fun there.. :):)

1 bad note.. psp.. cannot play.. because of some update mix up.. URGH!!

haiz.. nevermind..

assalamu'alaikum

16 DECEMBER 09

2009-12-16T12:34:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers..

hehehe...

i'm finally 18..
but all i wish for this birthday.. isn't presents..
is that this love i have for my family not to fade away, to become a better muslim, a better man, To find The girl of my dreams who's close to Allah and help me on my way there..
I also wish that i can take License for car as fast as possible.. if i can.. hehehe..
ok then..

till here..

I wish myself a very happy 18th birthday!!.. XD

Assalamu'alaikum :)

14th Dec 09

2009-12-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum Readers!!

hahaha.. it's been days since i last posted.. waayyyyy to lazy.. XD

well.. yesterday's soccer thingy.. i was pleased that our team.. the " dark knightz" (dun ask why we put up with that name cos we don't know ourselves.. XD).. the first match didn't go well thanks to a few blips going on at the back.. but we got a consolation goal.. I SCORED THAT ONE!!! HAHAHA.. it's like the cristiano ronaldo goal when they fought marseille(his second goal).. but on the other leg.. XD.. well.. on the next match.. it's a draw.. 0-0.. we got many choices in attack but none came up on the back of the net.. the last match of the group phase.. we won the match thanks to a walkover by our opponents.. who unsportingly walk away after losing their last match.. thanks to the walkover.. my team went past the group stage thanks to the goal difference.. on the semi-final.. we lost 1-0.. we had many chances yet again.. but failed to convert it into goals.. all in all.. it was a good experience for the team.. hehehe...well..

now it goes to today.. nothing much... just slacking.. XD.. dad's pestering and wanting us guys to learn to play guitar.. -.- .. geez..

for now..

Assalamu'alaikum

December 09 09

2009-12-09T21:35:00.003+08:00

Well..
the past few days has been training for me..to be exact.. last two days.. haha.. i jogged on both days.. increasing the distance by 2 more rounds around the track.. on the first of the two days it was 8 rounds.. n yesterday.. it was 10 rounds.. but today i wanted to rest..i also cut my hair short in the process.. it's not that short.. but someone wanted me to cut it botak.. XD.. that can wait till i go NS.. not to far in the future.. n now.. i feel the pressure.. MY RESULTS!! URGH!!! i hope it'll be good.. so that i can continue my future in poly.. but guess what.. Mom wanted me to go Republic poly because of it's system.. it's true that it's harder there..the pressure is confirm overwhelming.. man.. i hope it'll be ok.. inshallah.. i'll give it my best shot wherever i go.. giving up wouldn't be on my list.. because i have one shot in this.. gotta give it my best shot.. :D

guess that's all for now.

Assalamu'alaikum readers. XDXDXDXD

7 more days.. hehe

December 6th 09

2009-12-06T21:15:00.003+08:00

Well...

Yesterday's CPR ( no.. not the mouth to mouth thing.. XD.. it's called Cakap Pasal Remaja) was GREAT!!! the storyline was cool.. but there was some irritating characters who's trying to spoil the show.. but hopefully some others realized what they are trying to deliver.. All in all.. it was a fantastic show :D

Alright..

now to today..
just now at my grandparents we had religious lesson conducted by my granny herself.. When it's Maghrib time.. i became the Imam n my brother became the bilal.. damn nervous i tell ya.. n then after that we took blood pressure test with granny's test kit.. n OH MY ALLAH!!! MINE WAS SHOOTING UP!! took two times to double confirm.. 1st it was 154mm*something something* then it shoots up to 160++ i was like.. WHAT?!!! maybe psl nervous tadi kot.. but how come go soo high.. urgh.. well tomorrow's i'm gonna go to polyclinic to really check myself up.. well... i hope i'm gonna be fine.. inshallah..

Assalamu'alaikum readers=D

november 28 09

2009-11-28T18:37:00.003+08:00

Well..

someway somehow.. a show just knocked me in the head.. XD

i haven't been myself for these few months because i lost myself on my way here..

relationships play a part in every moment of your life..

it makes you and breaks you at the same..

and now i'm beginning to know why i didn't understand what those teachers teach at class for the past few months... mainly due to me not having a clear mind..

i know..

i can't turn back time..

This time..

i'm gonna end it right..

assalamu'alaikum

Nov 19 thursday

2009-11-19T20:10:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers!!!

Man..this flu is taking a toll on me..
but what can i do?

ini semue ditakdirkn oleh Allah!!

must stay strong!!!

well just now during class.. something unexpected happened..

I have to SING IN FRONT OF EVERYONE!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHH

habes ah my singing.. hancur berdebur.. hahaha..

freakin nervous.. no lines to remember summore.. hahaha

well..

nazih took a video of it.. hahaha..

ok then i gotta go now

assalamu'alaikum

14th November 09

2009-11-14T12:45:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHA...
ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM READERS!!!

IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I LAST POSTED!!!

REASON?! LAZYYYYYYYYYYY XD

since tomorrow's zarifah's birthday.. i wanna make an early wish since tomorrow's gonna be a busy day..

Happy 15th birthday.. may all your dreams and wishes may come true... :D
n good luck on your future endeavors

ok..

i don't know what else to do..

assalamu'alalaikum

4TH NOVEMBER!

2009-11-04T07:01:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum people..

HAHAHAHA!!!

it's been a while since i last posted...

mainly because i was too lazy..

ok!

last thursday was swimming meet..

n i got a bronze for that..

we could've done better but my illness got to me at the start...

darn..

but alhamdulilah.. at least it's better than nothing...

n yea.. today's someone's birthday...

the name's AHMAD MUSTAQIM.. XD

SOO i'm gonna wish him a very happy 17th Birthday!!!
May all ur hopes, dreams and wishes come true bro!!!!!
i know some of them anyways *grin*
hehehe

ur even now.. but only for a month n 2 days.. XD
hahaha

ok then..

Assalamu'alaikum guys

27 oct 09

2009-10-27T21:11:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers..

ok..

juz a quick update..

project on playground's gonna be tommorow..

i hope i'm not gonna be nervous about it.. inshallah..

i'll give it my best shot n deliver it..

n the next day it's gonna be swimming competition.. n i guess i can't rest after that.. because my class is gonna start on the afternoon... ouh man!! never mind.. i need to train on the rig too.. so it'll be fine. :D

n just now was funny and embarassing too.. well..
at least i've learned a stupid lesson.. XD

k la..
that's that for now..

gotta go concentrate on the project

Assalamu'alaikum readers...

p.s. korg sistarz tk abes2 ah...

22nd Oct 09

2009-10-22T22:41:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum people!!!

well.. just now i got to know the date for the swimming comp.
IT'S NEXT THURSDAY!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!
OK! i'm gonna cancel all the plans for a gold medal feat cos i'm not ready for that..
hahaha.. all i'm gonna do.. is just give it my best shot.. whatever the results.. allah only knows.. :D.. ouh yea.. i'm gonna have FREE shirts too!! XD... weeee!!! can't wait.. n yea.. haiz.. i lost my beloved file.. i kept on searching for it the whole day.. i just can't find it.. haiz.. file sayang.. mane kamu.. ana miss sgt sama kamu.. huhu..

k la..
i guess that's that..
assalamu'alaikum

October 19th 09

2009-10-19T05:49:00.004+08:00

Well.. yesterdays bowling was nice!!.. even though i didn't get to participate for the inter-mosque thingy... i did well.. my personal best anyways.. XD.. the pics? below.. n i wanna wish, ZARIFAH, UMI, NABELAH, AMALINA, ZULAIKHA, FILZAH & FATHANAH GOOOOOOOD LUCK FOR THEIR UPCOMING EXAMS,, REMEMBER.. BLAJA!!!!!!! XD...

these are the second round results.. XD

ni ah.. last shot aru nk pakai.. poddah.. XD

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM!!!!!

October 15 09

2009-10-15T10:06:00.002+08:00

well.. mom has been asking me what's wrong.. i really have no idea why nowadays i flare up so easily.. My mind's been going on a merry-go-round and i'm not liking it one bit..
i have to concentrate.. i just have to.. this last term.. is gonna be one hectic one.. this 2 months.. after it is done.. then i can truly relax... and wait for my results.. n inshallah.. i'll get to poly..

readers.. help me pray for a clear mind.. i really need it right now..
thankz..

Assalamu'alaikum

OH YA!

2009-10-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

ahahaha
i forgot to say something on that last post...
Which is...
I CUT MY HAIR!! HAHAHA...
not that much actually.. just trimmed a little on the side, back and the top... hahaha..
ok that's that..

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM!

Yesterday!!

2009-10-07T12:26:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers!
oh yea!!! yesterday was awesome!!
n quite tiring...
met some my former colleagues from Sanofi-Aventis at East Coast Park yesterday morning at 8.. me, Andrew (former Supervisor a.k.a. my boss XD), Mark (some guy from SCP dept.) and Seng (My former colleague.. close one to be in fact.. n this guy's crazy i tell u.. XD)went jogging around the east coast park there.. the starting point was at a pole near Macdonalds.. we jogged all the way to the bedok jetty and turned back to the starting point.. it was approximately 7 Km.. hahahaha.. i never jogged this far before..hahaha.. but when we reached there already.. Seng wasn't there with us.. in the beginning he was with us.. then he disappeared.. so mark called him and asked where he is... he then say that he's on the route to changi beach area there.. i was like.. WHAAAAAAAAAAAT!!! SO FARRRRRR??!!!! HAHAHA.. then Huzie (former colleague.. the only girl in our team :D) and Iqbal (my former classmate and thier new attachment student) came by with their rented bikes... they went to find seng there.. hahaha.. it's like a search and rescue kind.. XD.. then me mark and andrew also rented bikes after those two were searching for him.. i sped all the way there.. hehehe.. WEEE~~~ fun fun fun.. then we saw them at somewhere near the Outward Bound there..hahahaha.. so we used those bikes all the way to somewhere near the kennel and stopped there.. we rested for i dunno how long then we turned back..back to the starting point.. hahaha.. my legs we're hurting that time cos of the distance we've been through.. but i don't care. juz go!!! XD..
after all that we went makan near Masjid Al-Taqwa.. then.. HOME!!! XD..
can't wait to meet those guys again..

orite readers.. gotta go.

Assalamu'alaikum.

October 5th 2009

2009-10-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum Readers!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY FORMER COLLEAGUES TOMMOROW!!! hehehhe..

BUT!

the only downside to this.. is that i'm gonna have to wake up early.. hahaha.. but i'm sure it'll be worth it..

i miss those bozos.. always having fun at enox plant.. play here play there.. play water bomb oso have.. XD.. stress free most of the time.. hehehe..
hmm..

i wonder when will i go there again...
whether as an employee.. or maybe an employer.. hahhaha.. inshallah..
anything can happen..
hahaha..
i oso want to see andrew jog tommorow morning.. HAHAHAHA..

it's gonna be fun time.. and tiring time at the same time... hehehe..

WEEEEEEEEEEE...

k i'm out for now...

ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSALAAAAAAAAAAAAAMU'ALAIKUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

3rd Oct 09

2009-10-03T22:33:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers!!!

well.. todays' been great.. went to a few houses for raya..
the one which i like the most was my mak neng.. i called her mama.. hahaha..
she took care of me in the past when i was a little boy (when mom n dad we're working.. they dropped me n my sis there to have fun.. :D ;D)
N.. since the past.. there will always be cats in the house.. hehehe..
in the past i remember.. there was only two.. they we're called bobby and tiger. =D
now.. there are others more.. i dunno how much more but yea.. there is.. XD
there's also one newborn kitty.. no name was given though.. because she's going to be sold to someone else.. guess how much...

A WHOPPING $1500!!!
hahahhaa.. a lot...
k ah.
enough typing for now.. pics are on the way..
BELOW.. XD

these guys.. hehe since i was young i was with them... hehehe.. tiger's on the right while bobby's on the left.. tiger's lazy and cunning.. while bobby's the smart and cool one..XD

k these are the pics of the 3 weeks old kitty.. :D

orite readers.. that is all for now...

Assalamu'alaikum

strange dream

2009-09-30T13:00:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers!

When i was sleeping last night..
i had a dream..
some strange one i guess..
in the beginning..
i saw the first crush i had when i was in secondary school..
then.. it's another crush...
then.. efa's face came out too.. XD
n then i saw somebody else's face after that..
who's that girl?
i have no idea..
it's kinda blurry though..
but i'm sure she looks familiar in some way..
if that's a sign of things to come..
then HELL YEA I'M READY FOR IT!!!!!
WOOOHOO!!!
hahaha..
for now..
i'll stay single..
till when?
i have no idea..
:D
guess that's that for now..

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM!!

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

2009-09-29T16:53:00.002+08:00

Well..

the weekends has passed.. monday too..
what can i say about my past weekend?

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha.. it's a great outing the past sunday. PLUS i got to watch F1 too.. hehehe..
Went to many MANY houses.. XD.. n yea.. my eyes we're like $_$ hahhaha!!.. well..the bus wasn't that big as it was in the past though.. but it's ok.. :D.. the whole family was.. as usual (when we all mix).. NOISY!! HAHAHAHA..it's like we're in a wet market all the way.. XD.. pics? well. i'm lazy to put it in here.. it's scattered around facebook.. soo.. if u want to see it. search for it.. :D... hahahaha...

urgh.. so not in the mood to post more..
maybe next time k?
hahaha

k
i'm outZzZz!!!

P.S. Sape lom start puase 6 HUH?/ HAHAHA

What happened the past few days

2009-09-25T17:33:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum Readers!

Well.. it's been days since i last posted..

mainly due to me being tired.. or just lazy.. hahaha.. XD

OK!

on the 23rd

my family went on an outing around singapore.. i forgot where but in the end we celebrated his birthday in advance for the next day as he'll be very busy on his birthday.. sooo.. yea.. hahaha.. we went to Han River Restaurant.. well.. the food's not as great as Seoul Garden for me.. was miles off.. XD.. but!! got Hyrul Anuar, Maya and Fauzie Laily there.. hmm.. the personnel there said they we're celebrating Hyrul's birthday.. hahaha.. we didn't take a pic of them.. but i took pic of my bros at the back got some blurry pics of them.. XD..
OK!

moving on...

the next day.. went for ex. co. meeting.. XD
now i have to arrange the hari raya thingy with hikam.. hahaha
it's kinda easy actually.. (i guess? XD)

well now to today..

FORMULA ONE PRACTICE SESSION.. XD.. LOL
nothing else to say i guess.. hahaha.. k lame,..
i log off first.. it's gonna begin..WOOOOOOOOOW

AH2 not forgetting some pics..

ah there behind them.. cannot see much le.. XD

this is the birthday man on 24 september.. XD.. love u dad.. :D

September 23 09

2009-09-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

well today's quite tiring.. gone here n there in the car.. hah..
no mood to type much longer..
i'll update it soon.. maybe tommorow.. maybe the next..
HAH..
ouh n yea..
i changed my blog songs.. just some of which is in my mind.. hahaha..
i dunno what other songs that i wanna put in summore..
for now..
it's gonna be Backstreet Boys with their new HIT - Straight Through My Heart ( i guess they're back? XD)
Sum 41 - With Me (old but bold :D)
and Drew Seeley- Just that Girl ( who's that girl that i've been trying to find?! XD)

hahaha..

ok i'm out for now..

assalamu'alaikum

22nd September 09

2009-09-22T20:17:00.003+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum Guys n Gals out there..
today was fine even if i didn't go anywhere else today besides Mac XD..
actually my parents planned to go out to relatives house..
since mom's not feeling well, we just rested at home..
i did housework as always since it's the holidays..
n right now..
i'd like to saomething to ALL friends and family out there..

During this month of syawal, i would like to say i'm sorry to all u people out there..
all those mistakes i did..
i seriously am sorry..
i know most of the times..
when we all talk..
i didn't reply well..
even when smsing..
u all might think that i didn't even wanna hear..
but actually i did..
i really did..
haiz..
to all.
once again..
i seriously am sorry..

urgh..
i really have to find the real me.. the old me in fact..
haiz..
i'm out for now..
Assalamu'alaikum people..

First Two days of Raya!!

2009-09-21T21:08:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers!
well these first two days of raya has been tiring...
the first day.. like any other first day of rayas..
the guys of the house went Sholat aidilfitri while the gals we're busy doing the housework..
after that..
we went to granny's house on mums side.. and then to dads side..
it's been a while since my family mixed with dad's side all thanks to some kind of misunderstanding.. Alhamdulilah.. all those grudges went to the drain already..
:D
than we went to some of dad's aunties all around singapore..
It's a lot.. n quite tiring though.. i stopped the intake of food and drinks when my stomach gave me signals that i couldn't take in anymore..
when it was the last house of that day.. hikam wasn't doing well.. his stomach was crazy.. he was vomiting over and over again.. well i think it was because he eat too much? or drank too much gas? ouh well.. all i really know is that ni da ditakdirkn..
well on that last house.. the guys we're watching soccer..XD.. The Manchester Derby..
that match was AWWSOME!! XD...
i don't wish to elaborate more on that.. XD
hahaha

well.. today we went to a few houses around here, around jurong went 2 some cousins houses n then back home..
well.. three weeks break already begun..
gotta make full use of it..
YEAHHH!!! XD

ok i guess i'm out for now people..

Assalamu'alaikum

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

2009-09-19T22:59:00.003+08:00

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM SEMUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! XD

satu bulan sudah pon berlalu...

cepatnyer la bulan puasa ini tahun..

macam tk cukup gitu..

nak lagi can?

huhu

so i guess i have to fill up my stomach now..

my waists are shrinking.. even my school pants are loose.. urgh..

hahaha.. i guess tommorow's schedule's gonna b allright..
1st thing.. sholat aidilfitri
2nd & 3rd going to grandma's house (i don't know which one's first.. XD)

and i got to know that Mus's gonna come to my house on that first day too..
hmmm.. XD..

N to those guys n gals out there.. since i gotta take care of my message counters so i have to cut those smses again..XD.. just to make sure.. (nk pasal aru 100+ lebih je. 6th nxt month reset alik.. paling tinggi le message tu 700.. cukup tk? XD)..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA KAWAN2 SEMUAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!
ampunilah segalah kesalahan ku buat terhadap kamu semua ya?
SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY... huhu

k then till here..

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM

1 MORE DAY 2 HOLIDAY!!! XD

2009-09-17T22:33:00.003+08:00

well this week has been tough..
bnyk la cabarannye..XD
the tests has been ok for me.. but not AWESOME.. hah..
i really have to buck up next term and stop daydreaming.. geez..
tommorow's gonna be the last day of school before our three weeks holidays (well, some started already thanks to their examinations.. =.=)
the plan for my holiday?
easy...

1st on the list- Puasa 6
2nd - swimming training
3rd - gym workout.
4th - EAT MORE!! (my waist are already smaller by 2 sizes already =.=)
5th - SLEEEEEEEP AS MUCH AS I CAN!!! HAHAHAHA YEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
6th - the last.. but one of the top priority too.. STUDY!!! XD

well i guess that's that..
sorry MDA excos me n hikam can't go on those meetings for 2day n 2mmorow coz we have to help mum.. or else.. she'll NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG.. hahaha.. too bad..
XD

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAH HIWABARAKATU

Awesome days

2009-09-13T21:02:00.006+08:00

Yesterday and the day before..
was Alright!
hahaha.. i slept at mus house for both days..
on the first.. nothing much happen..
on the second.. we went to geylang with aunt and cousins..
n then to vivo where the Street Sharks Unite! hahaha..
then at night..we went qiyam there with mus dad leading us..
all the way till 2 30 a.m... my eyes we're dry then but after washing my eyes..
at around 3.. Sharkz went out for morning training.. we went jogging for juz a lap..hah
that time.. muk was super funny.. i jog at the front but i did it slowly.. then my bro passed me by.. then mus.. THEN! i heard a LOUD noise.. kind of like knocking.. when i turned back.. MUK WAS SPRINTING! hahaha.. he was damn fast i tell u! (maybe i'm just to slow? -.-) haha.. when he passed me i did my best just to follow behind him.. n so i did.. passing juz hikam while muk n mus battled at the front.. in the end.. muk win, then mus, then me,then fahmy and hikam.. hahaha.. after that we went training by doing push-ups, sit-ups, pull-ups and dipping..
we went back to mus house at around 4 am..
n slept for 45 minutes i guess? before sahur..
after sholat subuh..
we went straight to sleep..
all the way till 12pm..
where i was awoken by a call by my dad who's picking me up..
hahaha..
well..
i guess that's that..

N NOW!
this weeks preview..

MONDAY- same old usual lessons.. (revise for test)
TUESDAY- Only got 1 lesson n it's that crazy old Aunty teaching so the whole class's gonna pass.. n have a 1 day off.
WEDNESDAY- Same old stuff with one test.
THURSDAY- TEST! n normal lesson..
FRIDAY- LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR THE TERM!! with that P&ID finishing up.. i guess i'm fine :D

N yea..
i'm juz gonna wish something for my friends who are having tests for the week...
GOOD LUCK GUYS/GIRLS!!!! HOPE U ALL PASS IT WITH FLYING COLOURS!!! tapi ingt!! kene berusaha! hahaha..

ouh yea 1 more thing.. this constant sneezing for weeks are damn irritating.. i hope it ends fast.. grr.. hahaha

ok then..

till here..

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM!!!

10 September 09

2009-09-10T20:08:00.002+08:00

GRRR!!
today.. i have to do powerpoint from scratch n hand it up by tomorrow.. haiz.. why ah S.W.? u always push it on us.. u think we super computer eh? hahaha.. well.. gotta do it.. no choice.. looks like the other groups didn't even start up on theirs too.. HAHAHA... haiz.. this 2 weeks,, so hectic.. please end it quick n nicely ok? grr.. a few more tests nxt week and i'm done.. Holidays are needed.. i never thought i wanted it soo badly.. n YEA!!!! SWIMMING COMPETITION TIME!! n i have to start major training when fasting ends.. because i'm aiming for either gold or silver.. my next targets.. as i oready got bronze last year.. hehehe.. so i'm gonna go gym, and swim.. those are gonna be the first few things up on my calendar during the holidays.. geez i can't wait.. sometimes it even brings me back memories too.. hah. i smell the chlorine oready.. XD. but i forgot when's the comp. hahaha.. either october or early november as it's gonna be earlier than last years edition.. of which i know the date very2 well.. HAH.. orite... i guess i'm out for now..
ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM ALL!!

9th September 09 or so called 09 09 09 XD

2009-09-09T22:11:00.002+08:00

got my test paper back.. and i can assure u.. i did not do as well as i expected..
so many stupid mistakes.. n i got a B for all that.. so for the next tests.. i'm gonna work extra super hard on those.. inshallah all these studying will pay off somehow.. someday..well i'll give it my best shot.. for this last semester of school.. I'm gonna work my ass of so that i can go to poly.. inshallah.. i will!! :D

8th September 09

2009-09-08T21:25:00.003+08:00

Well..
today.. my body feels so tired..
i have no idea why.. haiz..
ouh well..
ZzZzZzZz
Guud nite!
till here..

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatu.

Test Just now?

2009-09-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

Well the test was not as i expected.. i study a lot about the new chapters.. in the end... most of the SAQ have a lot of old questions.. i screwed up on some questions... ouh well.. at least i did my best.. :D.. now on to the next test next week.
Inshallah it'll be a good one..
well..
one more week left till school break..
man i need it soo much..
i guess that's all for now..
assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatu!

P.S. Thanks fathanah for helping with the blog!! XD

test tommorow

2009-09-06T23:24:00.001+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers.

i hope n hope that maybe tommorows test gonna be ok.. hmm.. can i get an A?
inshallah..
i'm gonna do my best not to let me n my teachers down..
LuQmAn is gonna do his best..
cost he's the MAN!
hahaha lame seh..
oritey than..
i'm outz!
assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatu

my minds on a gaze

2009-09-05T13:01:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum readers!!

ouh gosh!!
i can't seem to put anything on my mind anymore for today.. i think..
i can't pressurized everything inside all in one shot can i? i don't think so..
well..
tonight gonna break fast at Grandparents house.. well it's gonna be our first meet since granpa's discharge from the hospital..

fuuh... yesterday was indeed tiring.. go here go there.. went friday prayers at ghufran mosque as always, then i rest for a while at mus house.. after that. i took the bus to woodlands to break fast at my aunts house as my cousin just came back from Syria.. he will go there back at the end of this year to finish up his studies there..
then bla bla bla..
we went back home at 10 plus..
well.. that's all..
haiz..
wonder why my minds blank all of a sudden..
ouh well.
assalamu'alaikum

Study STUDY STUDY!!!

2009-09-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum to one and all..

Well.. i'm sure when i'm sure..
i'm gonna give it my best shot on this upcoming test this monday.. i'll be studying extra EXTRA hard on it.. i'm giving it my all and hoping that maybe i'll get full marks for this thing to prove my teacher wrong.. it can only be done with allahs help.. but first things first.. i have to berusaha.. :D
well.. i've to do an online test for tonight so i'll be skipping terawih downstairs n will be doing it at home.. GOSH! 85 QUESTIONS!! thank allah that it isn't SAQ all the way.. n no time limit so i can do it slowly.. one at a time.. :D..
ok now..
back to work..
ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM!

September 01 09

2009-09-01T22:05:00.004+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum Readers..

this fasting period is going way fast.. i dunno which week are we oready in now.. but man. it felt so fast..
ouh well..
tests are coming..
exams are coming..
Deadline for projects are coming too..
haiz..
well the best part is..
HOLIDAYS are coming too!!
XD
n it'll come on the right week..
the last week of ramadhan.. and the first week of syawal!! YEEEHAW!! XD

urrr...

orite.. i guess i'm out for now..

p.s. anti ckp nk tlg ana buat blog skin baru.. hahaha.. cpt sikit can? terima kasih!! XD

lol..
da merepek la aku.. ahaha..

till here..

Assalamu'alaikum

what am i feeling?

2009-08-30T15:30:00.002+08:00

Haiz..
i don't know what happened to me today..
i just feel so angry.. scared.. n sad..
but the most weirdest thing is..
i don't know about what..
AAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
YA ALLAH!!!
please2 help me with myself..
show me the way..

n about yesterday..
hmm..
i wonder who's that girl whom i always see.. hmmm..
Who ARRR u?
XD

guess i'm out for now..

See Ya

27 Aug 09

2009-08-27T12:39:00.002+08:00

patience lies within oneself..
in the month of ramadhan..
Allah's testing our patience..
our nafsu and just that only..
in my life.. i've never been patient..
on the outside yes..
but on the inside is a different story..
but thank you allah for all the blessing u have given to me..
i admit. i am sensitive and stubborn.. but HEY!
i'm human am i not?
but i'm sure of 1 thing..
no matter how hard i try..
i can't please everyone around me..
even if i do..
i wonder if i even please myself..

ouh well.. these words always get stuck in my mind..
i'm glad that i can rest at home today..
it's been a while..
:D
guess that's all for now..
i'm out

26 August 09

2009-08-26T22:36:00.004+08:00

haiz.. i studied hard yesterday and in the end..
the test was postpone due to technical difficulties.. haiyooooooooo!!!
well..
today's kinda eventful for me..
especially during PM2...
where we watch Hotel Rwanda..
the story of the show was saddening..
i hope that maybe someday i could help those poor..
haiz.. i thank allah for everything.. where i am right now..i guess everyone in this world who are privileged enough to go to school are all lucky..
because some couldn't even afford to buy food to eat.. n my teacher even showed us a short clip about a less fortunate town.. where they eat food coming from a restaurant.. they didn't pay.. simply because they took the food out of the restaurant's own rubbish bin.. haiz..

thank you allah for this life..
i thank you soo much..
i really2 appreciate all this..
inshallah i'll do my best to help these poor people in the near future (or even face near death experience like my teacher did.. hmm)..

well i guess that's all for now..
sayonara people..

P.S. get well soon dad.. i'm worried bout u.. :(.. i'll keep praying for u abah.. always will

urghhh

2009-08-25T21:27:00.002+08:00

I don't feel right when i skipped terawih today.. haiz..
many school work to do.. i thought it's gonna be a tough test tommorow.. inshallah i'll be okay.. pray for me guys.. so that i'll get full marks tommorow.. inshallah..

22 AUG 09

2009-08-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

well.. the fasting starts today!!!

WEEEEEEEEE!!!

n i'm loving every minute of it..

my ear didn't sound of any bad things.. tats great. hehehe

n yea this is my new pic down below.. do i look like a chinese? u decide.. XD.. why am i asking this? bcoz many people in my school think that i'm a chinese.. n they talk to me in that language.. i don't even understand a single word.. XD

i guess that's all for now.. i'm outz

2009-08-20T22:01:00.004+08:00

BAD BAD BAD!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE I SCREWED UP JUZ NOW!!!

well.. haiz.. wad to do.. at least i passed.. but not a high result.. looks like i have to do superbly on the other rigs..

N alhamdulilah.. nowadays.. my mind's always thinkin bout allah, n i kept asking myself when to ngaji by myself and read yasin.. hehe.. n my HP is now flooded with the ayat2 which fathanah send to me weeks ago.. i always kept forgetting bout it.. finally i remembered..hehe.. thx again fathanah.. send me summore ok? hahaha..
orite..i guess i'm out for now..

ASSALAMU'ALAIKUM

18 August 09

2009-08-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

Well,
it's been a while since i last post.
been busy.. haiz.. always busy busy busy.. XD
but life's been good to me..even when i have freaking lots of projects..
haiz..
but wad to do?
i can't wait for fasting to come this saturday.. :D
den got terawih lagi.. so gd.. hehe..
n yea..
i've got to thank Allah n mus for that wonderful movie called Syurga Cinta..
it makes me think twice, thrice or maybe four times about being in a relationship.
well, now i'm really trying to put a rule in me when i have another girlfriend in the future, which is, No Holding Hands! and jgn berdua2 an je.. nnt setan will be the third person.. n nabelah gave me a suggestion n who that PERFECT girl like the one in the show for me.. HMM
i'm still thinking about it.. well if she's really the one.. Allah's gonna make me move somehow someday, when the time is right, so i'll leave it all to ALLAH.. but for now.. i need to know more bout islam.. hmm.. anyone care to tell me some? hehehe..

orite i guess tat's all for posting for now..

BACK TO SCHOOL WORK!!
YEY!!
XD

August 15th

2009-08-15T22:57:00.002+08:00

Man!!
what a tiring week..
looks like it's not gonna end just yet.. tommorow we're gonna go malaysia again..
haiz. to make sure our hari raya shirts fit well..
n now.. my stomach's hurting.. kept going to the toilet for a lot of times..
well i dunno wad else to say now..
well i'm out

August 11 09

2009-08-11T21:26:00.004+08:00

Alrite i'm gonna start from saturday..
the morning n afternoon was as usual... spend more time with family and ngaji..
and at night.. we went to meet our grandfather in the hospital who just underwent surgery the past week.. i don't know when's he going to be discharged but alhamdulilah everything was ok for him =D

that's him n granny =D love u guys!

alright..
now to the trip to Desaru...
There's a LOT of ups n downs on our trip there.. some spooky things too..
ouh well..
n i can say.. the hotel we we're in.. was the worst that i've ever been on.. the carpet was damn filthy.. geez.. gd thing it's just for a day.. n when we came in our hotel room... we as a family felt that there was something else living in there.. but we prayed n prayed n recited Doa's until we feel ok..
we reached the hotel at around 1.. but have to wait till 3 to check in -.- ... the system was pathetic i tell u..
n when we get our hotel.. we get ready n went straight to the seaside after that.. we swam just for a while n then the fun part began..
we went to play soccer!!!!
a 6 on 5 match-up with me, dad and bro faris on one side with a few other members on the 6 member squad.. while hikam was on the other team with one adult in their team
we thought we we're gonna lose in the beginning as we have more adults on our side..
but surprisingly!!! WE WON!! HAHHHAHA.. many funny things happen as dad fell like a baby who don't have breaks..XD.. well it's not just him though.. the other 2 uncle's did the same.. XD... well..
my dad was the man of the match!!! scoring TWO! and assisted my goal! hahaha
i didn't play much in forward as my dad's lazying around at the front.. all he did was tap in..XD..well.. after that.. we went to eat at night.. n bla bla bla!!!

ouh well ..the next day a lot of things happened .. JAM HERE JAM THERE!! geez.caught in one for 2 and a half hours from 4pm.. so we get off the jam n went straight to giant to relax for a while.. we went through the second link at night.. at 8 30 pm liddat.. it was JAMMED UP Again but it's better.. :D.. n dad SPED!!!! WOOHOO!!! the highest he went was at 160 Km/H!! Sis was shouting all the way.. n yea.. forgot to tell u guys.. in desaru he acted like he was drifting and stuff.. hahha.. should see her face.. eh wait.. here it is.. XD

n yea.. when we went giant there.. my dad and i went to cut our hairs.. i was irritated by my long hair so i decided to cut it.. :D.. i can say i look funny but whatever.. XD..

i guess that's all for now.. gd bye :D

6th August 09

2009-08-06T22:19:00.003+08:00

It's been rough these few days..
Test after test after test!!!!!!
well.. tommorow's gonna be the last for this week..
haiz..
Hopefully it'll be good results coming all the way.. inshallah..
man i need chocolates.. i gotta keep myself calm.. it's been Hectic all the way..
n yesterday was shocking.. a student from a secondary school fainted on the MRT.. i stood up willingly to help.. but in the end many people surronding him help him up.. one lady used the RED button.. woOo.. tats the first time i see someone using dat (besides the advertisements XD).. well.. this shows how connected we singaporeans are.. HEHEHE...

orite my minds blank now..
except for the fact that i'm all alone now.. soo sad.. HAHAHA
ok i'm out

1 August 09

2009-08-01T23:10:00.005+08:00

well.. it's been a few days since i last updated this..
been kinda busy..
n yea.. i've changed my blog link bcos some of my friends think it's too long..
HAHAHA..
well yea..
it was too long..
so i shorten it up now..
hahaha..
n the SS part..
wasn't syiok sndiri..
but it's my 2 nicks..
which are..
Snowy N Slammu.. :D..
n today's schedule just now was ok..
went ngaji in the mornin..
then went to watch harry potter with siblings...
and finally..
went to visit my grandfather at Alexandra Hospital..
he just went on operation yesterday..
thank god he's allrite =D
he smiled n smiled.. as he always do..
ouh well..
i dunno wad else to say now.
tired n sleepy already.. still thinking on whether to go malaysia tommorow morning or not..
we'll see..
but for now..
sayonara! :D

P.S. i've let it go.. AND THE STARS CONTINUE TO SHINE BRIGHTLY YO!! XD

28th July 09

2009-07-28T20:47:00.002+08:00

well.. didn't post yesterday coz my brother's using the comp..
well.. i wanna say this yesterday but i'll say it now..

HAPPY 13TH birthday to my bro AHMAD FARIS BIN NORMAN!
MAY ALL UR DREAMS N WISHES COME TRUE!!

orite..

now back to today..
NAPFA test just now was tiring.. we ran 2.4 first before doing the 5 stations..
the 5 stations which i didn't do well was the standing broad jump.. and the shuttle run.. the shuttle run i didn't ran well thankz to my illness which came around all of a sudden (it's normal -.- .. sabar je la luqman).. n thx to the NAPFA test..
we wont have P.E. for two weeks.. this week n the next.. SO!!
can go school early n go home early for tuesday n wednesday respectively.. heeeeeeeee..

orite.. that's all for now..

have to start studying for tommorow's test.. CIAO!!

26th July 09

2009-07-26T21:12:00.003+08:00

i love my life..
no matter how hard it is..
i'm so grateful to Family (snarkz inc.:D), Friends, teachers n whomever that helped me improve on my life..
i dunno why am i saying all this now.. but i just felt like it (No.. i'm not dying XD)
well..
seriously..
i don't regret living this life..
being with efa in the past was alright..
but as it is.
jodoh tkkn kemane2.. it'll come someday.. i know. ;)
right now..
all i have to do...
IS TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!
no matter how hard it is..
i'm gonna give it my best shot..
n like muks signature phrase..
"Smile everytime u can smile =D"
n thx to all the animes that i've watched..
it gave me reason n hope in life..
dunno why but it always happen that way.. HEHEEEE

THANK U ALLAH FOR THIS LIFE!!!!

i'll give it my best shot!!!

NO MATTER WHAT!! =D

P.S. about the love thingy.. i was just joking la..
anyone wants me? I'M SINGLE BABY!! XD (mepek la ko man.. sape nk ko.. HAHAHAHAHA)

24th July 09

2009-07-24T22:05:00.002+08:00

1 MORE DAY TO RIPSTERS BIRTHDAY!!!
well.. it's just a few more hours..
haiz..
too bad we sharkz can't do a thing about it since ur working bro..
OUH MAN!!!
the leader of our group!!!!
JUZ GONNA TURN 19 this year!!!
WOOO!!
tkpe2.. we'll celebrate it next week.. when u have ur off rest days.. :D
in the meantime bro..
SELAMAT HARI JADI!!!
MAY ALLAH BLESS U ALWAYS!!
;D
n 2mmrw's the finale for myspex..
n then i'm gonna concentrate till the end for my studies.. :)
good thing i got someone who'll love me n cherish me forever!!!
WEEEEEEEEE!!!!

LOVE YAAAA...
I'M OUT

21 July 09 n 22 july 09

2009-07-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was quite a day.. since i skipped 2 classes the day before due to an NE discussion... my teachers n classmates ask and asked me why i didn't come to class.. :D
i guess they're concerned..hah!.. n watched Tarzan during PM lesson yesterday and today..
though the show's old..
it's still good.. hehe.. seriously!!
had fun of all sorts..
n just now there's no S&W which is also known as PE.. haha..
Since a few days ago i feel like recording my voice while i'm singing.. XD..
dunno why but it feels like it..
n i feel like a loner at school too... have friends.. but not that close that's all..
haiz..
ouh well..
looks like i've to go through this semester all alone..
guess that's all for now..
i'm out

what a week..

2009-07-19T20:35:00.003+08:00

man..
this week was kinda tough for me..
i trained myself from tuesday till today..
n gosh.. my arm hurts..
n this week.. was like a one hell of a week..
many things have happen..
well nowadays i just feel like being hyper all the way.. hehe
i guess that's the way of releasing stress huh?
hehehehe
BEST BEST BEST!!!
WEEEEEEEEE
i dun have the pics of the sending off party for kak yati juz now..
ouh well..
i guess that's all for now..
dunno wad else to say..
mindo blanko
HAHA..
orite.. me out

P.S. WEEEE!!! ESOK PUASE!!!!

15 July 09

2009-07-15T21:37:00.002+08:00

well today was allrite..
juz as normal..
juz as the usual..:D
n yea.. went to school with mrt buddy.. :).
well.. on the way to school.. my ankle starts reacting back again!! geez..
i tried shaking it off.. over and over again.. thank allah that i got a seat too.. :D
n i walked to school from tanah merah int. after that.. i shouldn'tve done that..
hah.. the weather was really2 bad.. n yea.. it starts to rain when i'm on my way there..
well.. looks like the downpour wish came true huh? HAHAHA
weeeeee~~~~~~ i love the rain... hehehe.. i walked even when it's raining heavily..
n when i reached school.. i was soaked.. HAHAHA.. well..
school work's ok.. n yea.. during PM 2 lesson was as per normal.. me being called Optimus Prime yet again.. HAH.. n P.E. we played badminton.. WOOO!!!

2mmrow!!! HARRY POTTER'S COMING OUT!!! GEE I CANT WAIT!!!
surprisingly my dad wants to watch it too.. hehehe..:)
i wanna seeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

orite.. that's all for now..
me out

14th July 09

2009-07-14T19:58:00.002+08:00

I dunno why..
but nowadays my body's been shaking on my way to school..
and on my way home..
darn..
why is that? i have no idea..
n yea..
just now P.E. was ok.. i think i sprained my ankle cause it hurts so damn bad..
right after playing soccer.. i was at the ground holding my leg.. the others didn't see it though... well i don't want them to know anyways..
i did my best to stretch my feet to make it feel better... i did over and over again..
well it took me 5 minutes to do that..n now at least it's better.. i can walk properly now.. but still...
SAKIT!
SAKIT!
SAKIT!

GRRRRRRRR.. damn.. i feel so lonely sia.. no 1 to talk to.. any1?!! talk to me laa..hahaha..

ouh n yea.. dunno why suddenly when my fwen smile at me.. i smile back with eyes going sepet.. HAHAHA.. well.. that's weird u know.. HAHAHA

July 10 2009

2009-07-10T20:34:00.002+08:00

WOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WEEKENDS BAYBEH!!!!!!!!

well.. this week's been kinda tough n rough...
but all in all.. it's GREAT!!
new teachers..
new friends..
another term of being class rep. =.=
and keep on hearing them call me Optimus Prime... XD

man!!!
i miss the pool!!!
i wanna do butterfly! Freestyle! n the 1 i do best.. BREASTSTROKE! heh.. gotta train more...
have to train more..
wanna train more..

Fuuh.. today was tiring at school.. i had to endure being sleepy..
i didn't show it in front of them though..hehe..
after school.. met mus n we went to friday prayers together..
after that we went to tamp. 1
i bought mus a SUUUUPERR EARLY birthday present.. HAHAHA
well i bought the same thing for me 2.. but in a different colour though.. heh.
orite..
i guess that's all for now...
i'm outz

8 july 2009

2009-07-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

well..
just now at school was ok..
PM was as always...
with Mr Michael calling me Optimus Prime..
HAHAHA!!!!
n then he told us about what he's doing with his life..
he's also a consultant helping the police.. Woo..
that's awwsome..
n yea..
got to release early today at 2..
bcoz there's no P.E...
well.. my timetable shows that i have P.E. for two straight days..
both for 1hr n 30 mins..
well at least can release my stress there..
n yea..
2mmrw got swimming..
my friends wanna start going next week.. but for me..
i dun care...
i'm going tommorow..
well i dunno wad else to say..
i'm out

7th July 2009

2009-07-07T20:22:00.002+08:00

Today..
at school everything was fine.. heh..
got 2 absorb loads of info..
n met new teachers..
1 of which is different from the others..
my PM teacher Mr Michael...
his attitude's way different than the others.. SERIOUSLY!
n yea.. he kept on saying i'm Optimus Prime from Transformers... HAHA!
n he didn't call me luqman like the other teachers does..
he juz call me.. Luq.. hehehe..
well.. that was my mood just now in the afternoon at school...
when on me way back i kept on thinking...
well i have a LOT!!!!! of projects coming my way...
I WANNNA QUIT NASYID FOR GOOD NOW!!!!!!
I DON'T CAREEEEEEEE
i can't think of memorising lyrics while studying my ass off...seriously..
i wanna push up my marks but if this comes in my way.. it's gonna bring everything down...so i'm gonna do what's best for my future..
ouh n yea..
i still got ngaji n religious lessons..
so my timetable's gonna be pack...
SOOOOO BYE BYE NASSSSSSSSSYYYYYYYYYIIIIIIIIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn...
i'm outz

July 6,2009

2009-07-06T20:43:00.002+08:00

today was unexpected..
REALLY!!!
i thought in the morning juz go to school n take timetable then go home..
but in the end.. GOT LESSON!! AAAAAAAAHHH!!! damn... then i became the class rep also..
HAH!!
well on my way back home then i felt bored..
seriously..
even psp doesn't work in these kinda situations..
n then it came again.. haiz..
i dun wanna talk about it..
rite now i'm still feeling it...
but i aint gonna show it..
no matter how hard it is..
geez..

gd ting i can rest 2mmrw morning.. coz my class starts at 12 30.. bcoz got no PE..n i'm planning on cutting my hair 2..we'll see how it goes 2mmrw..
i'm out

4th July 2009

2009-07-04T22:50:00.002+08:00

GEEZ..

tommorow's badminton oready!!!!

AAAAAAAHHH

have to wake up early oso cos have to help them carry things.. ouh well..

at least we can rest after that..hehehe

for the guys, it's gonna start at 1...

i hope i could win on the guys category... inshallah..

but if i don't i wanna lose with dignity n sportsmanship.. hehehe..

n yea..

rite now i wanna delete those bad words i have used in the past..

it's not good for me.. sOOO i'm slowly gonna lose it..

:D

hopefully it'll be gone...hehehe..

oritey then...

i'm outzzzzzzzz

3rd July 2009

2009-07-03T20:40:00.002+08:00

TODAY!!

got a lot of ups n downs..

today's badminton training was ok..

only 3 of us came.. me, mus and syamil..

we did some matchups n yea!

i won against the both of them on singles match..

WOOHOO!

after that we went to mosque for friday prayers..

n then went home after that..

on my way home on the train.. i think i saw someone.. the name was right..

but i didn't see the face.. damn

when i reached pioneer mrt.. HAH.. i saw mom.. hehehe.. den we went back together..

when we reach our block.. DAMN! BOTH LIFTS AREN'T WORKING!!

hah.. i was fine taking the stairs but i worry bout mom.. in the end we still reach

anyways..

HOHOHO... well i dunno wad else to say for today.. HAHAHA.. k la..

i'm outz

1 july 2009

2009-07-01T20:36:00.003+08:00

FUUH!! tired liao..
HAHA..
yesterday i hurried to mus house after maghrib prayers..
n slept there for the night.. we talk n talk (i oso sms n sms XD)..
until 1 plus i think.. then off to sleep.. n woke up this mornin at 6 by an sms oso. alerr.. HAHAHA.. slept on/off until 8 20.. then prepared to go help kak yati with the BYOP stuffs.. n a free ride to there too.. hehe.. when reach there.. nothing to do sia..
juz sit around doing nothing n eating XD..
nabelah, fil, umi, bad and irfan came at around 4.. slow sia.. hahaha!!
that's cause they got school in the morning..
we played around with flour and waterbombs..
i even used seawater.. XD..
n kak yati oso give me my keys back!! YAHOO!!
HEHE

rite now.. tired le.. go here go there.. n took new specs oso.. hehe..
well i guess that's all for now..
here are some pics taken today..

hoho! new specs!!

HAHA OWH.. NI KT ATAS POKOK.. hehe.. rambut gitu coz of the wind..hehe

n yea..
juz now on my way back home..
i got flashbacks of the past..
damn..
it came once again..
geez

29 june

2009-06-29T18:42:00.003+08:00

WOO!!!

yesterday i told mom bout buying new specs..

n WOO!! just now just went to the shop n bought a new 1 YEY!!!

it costs $150 but it's ok..:D..

i hope this 1 lasts longer than the others.. hah..

have to take care both of it now.. my eyes n the specs.. ARGHH..

NAIK LAGI 50 DEGREES AFTER 2 YRS!!!.. damn i have to take care now.. seriously..

i'll be taking my new specs this thursday! WOO!! CAN'T WAIT.. i think i'm gonna look

better on those rather than this senget 1.. hahaha!

n yea.. make some1 feel better today!

thank u allah!!!

ouh n yea.
.
just now in the morning...

spend more time with mum!!!

weeee!!!

shared a lot... seriously!! WOO!!!

I LOVE U IBU!!!

BNYK2 SKALI!!

WOOHOO!!

HAHAHAHA!

I guess tats all for now..

LuQmAn OuTzzz

28 june 2009

2009-06-28T21:48:00.002+08:00

well..
today was allrite..
thought i could go eat n eat a lot juz now at someone's wedding but cannot T.T..
too late oready for religious class.. so only my mom go there for a while..
n then off to granny's house.. man! my stomach just now was suuper hungry before going there..
so i told dad that i was hungry..
it wasn't my fault anyway cause in the first place they told me that we are going
n then we stopped by around the side of the road n bought roti john..:D
on the way to granny's house i finish mine oready..haha..
well the religious class today was ok.. then i asked my mom bout my arm.. why painfull?
i thought it was just a muscle pull.. but i wasn't sure bout it so i asked..
n yea.. my mom told me SALAH URAT!! DAMN!! whenever i play soccer alwways liddat.. well only twice i play like comp. hahaha.. at least now isn't tat bad though.. the last time i can see a huge lump on it.. now.. only feel a slight pain.. n that's all.. :D

to those who's going to school tommorow.. HOPE U GUYZ(N GIRLS) HAVE FUN!!! :D

OK i'm outz..

byee

WOOHOO FUTSAL

2009-06-27T21:54:00.003+08:00

Yeah!!
today's futsal was ok!
damn we lost twice.. but who cares..
we gave it our best shot.. i made a few mistakes.. especially the 1st match.. soo not prepared for the ball..
damn..
ouh well..
the experience was great!! :D
well.. the next stop!!
BADMINTON!!!
YEAAAA!!
just now.. shoot!
my keys!!!! GONE!!! AAAAAAAAAHHH!!
now gotta have to duplicate it from me bros tis monday..
haiz.. how could i be so careless..
alaa.. no point looking back..
go FORWARD!!!
NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS!!!
HOHOHO!!
ORITE..
tats all for now..
i'm outzz

shit dammit

2009-06-26T20:58:00.002+08:00

tommorow's gonna be futsal..
whether i'm ready or not.. i'm not sure..
right now i'm searching for an inspiration to help me out..
for tommorow i need to have ultimate focus on the task..
well.. about today..
my mood's been swinging..
only those around me just now knows..
i don't have to elaborate here..
because i don't want to..
haiz..
good luck to DA futsal players tommorow..
DO UR BEST TO WIN!!!! GOGOGOGO
because we have 10 minutes every match.. make it count..

25 june 2009

2009-06-25T08:53:00.003+08:00

haiz...

i can't sleep yesterday night due to the events that happened..
now all she wants me to do is to hate her..
NOW WHY THE HELL WOULD I DO THAT TO SOMEONE THAT I LOVE??!!!
i gave her my all in the past..
tried to make her smile whenever she frowns..
tried to give her hope whenever there's none..
i tried all that i could ever think of..
haiz..
my life seems to be falling apart now..
1st it's my results..
it dropped by .3
i have to make it up next semester..
it's the only way..

2nd was u know what..

i did my best to shake her off
n suddenly when it did..
it came back like a storm..
haiz..
what is wrong with me??
i'm better off dead

gaaaaaaah

2009-06-24T21:48:00.002+08:00

well.

TRANSFORMERS!!!! GEREK PE SAH!!!

WOOOOOO!!!

The next two days..

all i'm gonna do is elax myself..
gonna go swimming tomorrow.. we'll see whether i want to or not..
juz not sure yet..
n the next day.. i'm gonna rest..
prepare myself..

n 2 u..
hope ur happy on the other side..

june 22 09

2009-06-22T21:58:00.002+08:00

today..
went ngaji.. well..
have to start all over again from page 1..
but i think it's good..
n yea..
it makes me calmer too..
n after ngaji..
went to orchard coz brother's psp.. gone..
well gd thing got warranty..
1 week later then get back..

my heartbeat's still the same.. feels weak..
i'm gonna make my week pack this week..
3 days straight of ngaji..
thinking of going swimming tommorow.. bcoz got maintenance.. so i think it's gonna be wednesday.. :D
well i'm still thinking on making it pack.. some of the days i'm gonna stuff it with gym.. or either jogging in the afternoon.. jus gonna tune myself now..
make myself more healthy.. n someway release my stress too..
but friday i think i'm gonna chill..
coz saturday's futsal.. gotta get my mind into the game..
=D
oritey then i'm outz for now..
bye

gaah

2009-06-21T10:34:00.002+08:00

well.. haiz..
yesterday..
i had many things surrounding me..
1. stomachache
2. headache
3. heartache
4. fever
damn..
n the combination of headache n bowling.. damn a bad mix..
on my way to rewang i almost fainted.. but i controlled myself..
n when i reached there..
at about half an hour later.. i went back home with dad sending me in the car..
all because mom said that she's scared that i'm gonna faint or something..
after going back home.
i went straight to bed.. rolled here n there.. n rested my eyes for a while..den went for prayers..
and at night..
dad came to me n stretched my handsome cheeks! hahaha.. den i did the same to him..hahaha.. it's funny when u see it.. =D
ouh yea..
n today..
HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!
but3..
i only celebrate my fathers day on his birthday le.. for wad to spend on this day.. not special deii.. a lot of people celebrate..
ouh well..
today's timetable...
going to granny n grandpa's on me dads side..
man i miss those 2..
da lame tk jumpe tawuu.
hahaha
i think tats all the event that i have for today..
i'm outz!!!

OUH YEA!!! GD LUCK TO DARUL AMAN NETBALLERS!!! GOGOGOGOGO!!! =D

MOVE ON!!

2009-06-19T11:03:00.003+08:00

well..
it's no use for me sulking on the past..
sulking on her.
i know it still hurts a lot..
but it's no use sulking..
just gotta be strong..
n get stronger..
these are the things that came into my head..
if she's not the one..
DAMMIT MOVE ON!!!
but if she is..
maybe in the future she'll come back..
but it's just a fools hope..
so..
wad am i gonna do now..
is just relax.. n help out wherever i can, whenever i can..
who knows maybe i'll find the 1 sometime in the future..
well
after this post..
i'm gonna go to my cousin house n help out there...
bcoz there's gonna be a wedding there tommorow..
but i'm not gonna be there thankz to myspex..
but it's ok..
mom kept nagging n nagging.
all i have to do..
is just ignoring n ignoring..

well
i guess tats all for now..

180609 did i deserve?

2009-06-18T19:58:00.001+08:00

geez..
today's outing just make my blood boil even more..
n hurt even more..
i TRIED SOOO BLOODY HARD !!!!!!!!
DAAAAAAAMMMMMMNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!
n then she came to the place where we meet with a guy standing next to him..
well that made my blood boil even more..
n her attitude..
SUUPER DIFFERENT!!
it don't even know she has this side of her at all..
man!!!!!
why must my mood be getting worser n worser??
i tried to shake it off..
haiz..
i wonder why i can't..
:(

gagaga

2009-06-18T08:30:00.003+08:00

well..
had fun yesterday
released stress (still got a lot.. damn)
well.. yesterday i think was the last training session for the myspex bowling..
everything didn't go that well on the 1st round for me..
but the 2nd round was better.. :).. i juz hope during myspex everything goes smoothly..
not just the bowling.. i mean everything.. :D
i'm gonna give it my best shot.. coz this month is SOO not going as planned.. seriously..
i wasn't prepared..
damn..
haiz.. it's no point looking back on this month n thinking about it.. it just makes me stressed out..
tats why i told my bro yesterday not to make me think of tat..
i'm just tired of it..
n yea..it hurts a lot too thinking of it..
haiz..
orite i guess i'm out for now..
bye

juz when i thought everything was allrite

2009-06-17T09:08:00.002+08:00

haiz..
juz when i thought everything was allrite..
it comes back like lightning..
everything about the past just flowed through me..
yesterday night.. at around 12+ i tried to sleep..
den these things came back.. damn.. then..
i tossed n turned..
punched the wall too..juz to try n forget these things..
but can't
den finally about an hour later i did manage to get some sleep..
n when i woke up juz now.. it comes back again..
now wad is wrong with me?? i still don't understand..
i tried soo hard to let it go..
but i just can't..
man i'm hopeless..

15/6/09

2009-06-15T20:57:00.005+08:00

well..

yesterday n the day before..
we're the days that i release stress..:D..
well.. on the past saturday..me n hikam went to soccer training..
well guess wad..
only 5 people came.. damn..
me, hikam, irfan, Ude n syamil..
well i saved quite a lot..
but i think i can do better.. my movements have to be sharp..
bcoz my main goal in myspex for futsal is to keep out all the balls from the net..
i know it's hard.. but still i'm gonna do it..
well..
after soccer..
me n hikam went straight to Nabelahs' bday party.. it's was fun..
n yea..
managed to see efa with syiqah!!!
hahaha.. yeyey!! i managed to pinch!! hehehe..
too bad for mus.. syiqah jus doesn't like him.. HAH..
well.. the sharkz n me went to mus house at 11.. n sleep thr..

well the next day..
me n the sharks went to KFC for lunch.. well it's like breakfast as we didn't eat in the morning..hahaha..
well after eating.. we went to tamp. mall n century square.. i bought a new cap.. and 4 shirts.. all in different colours.. grey, blue, orange and white.. which i use for the day..hahaha..
well..after buying the shirts we went back to mus house.. rest for a bit..
then off 2 meet nab they all..
we played bowling n damn!!
the PRICE!!! EXPENSIVE SIA!!!
ouh well.. at least got to practice. but forgot whether got strike or not.. all i did was trying out with my left hand after winning the first round in my group.. well the bowling event was fun... n HAH!! took pictures of 2 capable couples.. hehehe..
well i guess it's all for now..
here are the pics

Mus n umi?? a gd couple don't u think? hehehe

hikam n fil.. another 1?? hehehe..hahaha

SYIQAH!!! I WAN CUBIT AGAIN!!! hahahahhaa

ouh yea.. 2mmrw busy... helping cousin moving some stuff to his new home.. n ngaji oso.. busy3 week..
ouh man!!..
hahaha

just now

2009-06-14T00:06:00.003+08:00

all i would like to say now is thanks for everything zarifah
n the talk juz now.. i understand.. i know u want me to let go of u..
well..
haiz..
i've thought about it..
well.. i think it's the only way now..
and i guess just now will be the last time that i pinch ur cheek huh?
ok..
from now on.. i'll do my best to change.. to be ur best friend again..
like the last time.. :)
_____________________________________________________________________

in the past.. we've made promises to each other..
n now i guess it's all gone huh?
i just wish..
that somehow i could turn back time..
n relive the past..
bcoz the past 7 months with u..
are the 7 months i could never forget..
i thank u for all the love u gave to me..
i thank u for the times spend with u..
n u know wad..
i wont regret being with u..
man..
it just feels like yesterday that i read tat msg..
the msg that brought us together..
sooner or later i know i'm gonna have to delete that..
but i know..
ur voice..
ur face..
ur msgs..
will always be in my head..
thx for everything zarifah..
hope we'll meet again sometime soon..
as best friends.. of which u called me cutie-kun..
n me calling u kawaii-chan..
i miss those times too..
hope it comes back..

i guess it's all for now..goodbye

13 june

2009-06-13T12:40:00.002+08:00

well..
today
i got soccer training.. n after that.. to nabelah bday party..
i'm juz hoping she could go nabela's bday party.. i juz wanna see her once again..
geez.. it's been three weeks since we last met.. haiz.. been counting down the days..
even when i and her are not together.. but rite now.. we're back to being best friends.. so it's still ok.. n yea.. juz follow my blog song.. it's true allrite..
i'm juz a little too not over her.. i don't think i ever can...

2nd post

2009-06-12T23:44:00.002+08:00

well..
today's nasyid was alrite..
i have to do the base voice all the way..
bored sia..
but it's ok.. cos some parts i can let it out..
overall.. the performance was ok.. some parts not that rite but still.. no one's perfect..haiz..
it felt the same from a few days ago..
juz can't change it..
i wonder how am i suppose to do that..
haiz..
i didn't show it tat much juz now...
juz keeping it inside..
I SHOULD BE STRONG!!!
AAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!
orite it's all for now
bye

fuuh

2009-06-12T10:29:00.003+08:00

ouh well..
it's soo fast.
and the performance is today..
well..
i juz hope everythings gonna be well..
i still haven't memorise that much of the lyrics..
haiz..
well i've been thinking of things..
juz soo much in soo little time..
haiz..
wish me luck guys..
it's gonna be a hell of a time..

well i guess that's all for now..

n i just can't get her out my head..
every minute theres surely her in my mind..
ouh well..
juz hav to wait..
yet again..

it's a new beginning.

2009-06-11T07:41:00.002+08:00

In my heart right now..
i feel sad, hurt n every bad thing u know..
but somehow..
happiness was a part of it..
a sense of relief was a part of it 2..
i juz can't explain it..
but it feels that way right now..
-- n to u my beloved zarifah--
thx for everything..
we've gone through so much in soo little time..
n i know..
us being best friends like in the past..
will be the best for now..
somehow through these months that we've been together..
u gave me hope.
u gave me love.
u gave me all the love that i need these passing months..
i have a gut feeling right now..
that in the future..
someway we'll be together again..
but for now..
it's best like this..
n i juz want u to know. that..
u'll always be in my heart..
i'll always love u..
no matter what the circumstances are..