March 6.. 2010

Assalamu'alaikum to all...

I'm so not in the mood to post.. but i'm doing it anyways.. haizzzzzzz.... Work today was actually alright.. up until the end of the shift.. when my manager told me to do something about the hanging ads.. At first i dun even understand what in the world is he talking about.. then in the middle i kinda get it.. so i did it slowly.. n there he goes.. saying how wrong i'm doing.. OH MY ALLAH!!! CAN'T U JUST KEEP QUIET FOR A WHILE?! but i just stood up there on the stairs.. keeping quiet with my patience being tested.. but my face shows already that my mood turned sour.. said my friend.. in the end.. he told someone else to do it.. so i carry on doing the normal closing down things like topping up n stuff(with a grim face.. trying my best to turn it into smiles once again). Then he goes back to me saying sorry.. i just say.. it's ok.. but i just can't seem to change that sour look on my face to a smiling one to him just now.. just have no mood to do that even when he said sorry.. haiz.. Ya Allah.. Help me strengthen my Iman n Patience.. I really need it in this life even if it's just for a moment.. i need allies.. not enemies... i need friends.. not foes.. ok time to change topic..


Well.. My this week's schedule has always been about work3.. but this oncoming Monday n Tuesday i'm gonna take a break.. as i get my posting results.. whatever that happens.. i'll go wherever Allah takes me.. but my effort must be more than a 100% too... well.. Wednesday my schedule's gonna be 10-10. n right after that i'll be going for bbq with colleagues. i wont be there long.. because the next day my work is 11-3 n 6-10.. which is also known as S/S.. or so called split shift.. it's gonna be a tiring week after another.. but i just can't wait till the pay comes.. it's going to be refreshing... as the next month.. i wont be working for the first two weeks of poly days.. i'll think about the rest after that,, maybe i'll still be working.. maybe not..

well.. till here for the moment.. Assalamu'alaikum