January 22 10

Assalamu'alaikum readers,

Well.. yesterday's check-up with the specialist.. was alright.. had my blood taken in for tests (2 test tubes of my blood.. n i feel weak hours later..XD) the conclusion was.. i have to go for an MRI.. to check whether i have either dystonia or fitz.. both possibilities have no cure yet.. and the MRI will cost around more than $500.. so.. me n my parents have decided.. i'm not gonna go for the MRI scan.. the result will only determine whether it's dystonia or fitz.. but the cure has not been found yet.. so it'll be useless if i know that it's one of the above.. besides.. in this world.. we're not gonna live that long anyways.. so i'll just berserah to allah.. n do whatever i can in this world.. everyone has their weakness.. n everyone also have their strength.. so i'm not gonna give up.. i'm still gonna live my life to the fullest no matter what.. Inshallah.. i'll be ok.. :D..

n to zepak.. Don't give up k babe? u've got friends around ya.. i'm sure u'll pull through.. :D


Assalamu'alaikum for now.. :D